"look at me"

Last night at 1:45 I finally "talked" to Levi, yes it was only over texting/AIM but that 10 minutes of just small talk will get me through the next 2 weeks because i believe that is the next time ill get to talk to him. Its so funny how my perception changes, I used to live for seeing my guy everyday and talking to him all  day and night long. But knowing that Levi is alright and just seeing a text from him makes my day. Im so lucky that I have his mama through all this! She actually had to call me because Jasmine was laying on my phone and I didnt hear the notification ringtone go off! 
I heard this song when it came on over my Pandora station and its definitely how I feel about Levi, 

"I would bet my life like I bet my heart 

That you were the one, baby 

I've never been so sure of anything before 

You're driving my heart crazy 

I can't hold out 

I can't hold back now 

Like i've done before 

Darling look at me 

I've fallen like a fool for you 

Darling can't you see 

I'd do anything you want me to 

I tell myself I'm in too deep 

Then I fall a little farther 

Every time you look at me 

How do you do that, babe? 

Make me feel like I'm the only girl alive for you 

I don't know what it is that makes me fall like this 

First time in your arms I knew 

The way you held me 

I knew that this could be 

What I've been waiting to find 

Darling look at me 

I've fallen like a fool for you 

Darling can't you see 

I'd do anything you want me to 

I tell myself I'm gettin in too deep 

Then I fall a little farther 

Every time you look at me"

Well Im off to apply to Victoria Secrets and then finally my bible study tonight!!!