falling to pieces.

Ever been in such a melancholy mood for such a long period of time?? The last 5-6 days I just cant seem to pull myself out of it.
I had to decline my transfer to housekeeping because Disney couldn't guarantee me Tuesdays and Thursdays off, which I have to have off because of school. So, Im still on MSOPS (main street operations) with no hours and my bank account is having a hard time keeping money in, girl has got to eat!
I feel like everything I am doing is wrong and I just cant get things right.
I just want to be cheerful again!!!